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Again, wow. I totally forgot about this again. I should probably use it more often for therapeutic reasons but that would require me to have the time to do so. But the reason I need the therapy is because of my constant lack of enough time to get anything done. So really it's just a vicious circle. Actually I think the best therapy would be sleep, although that's not really therapeutic I guess. I just really want to sleep, that's all. I don't care what people say, college ruins lives. Whatever, almost done... kind of.

I'll see if I can do better with keeping up.

i totally forgot about livejournal! that's weird, i used to write in it all the time. anyway, finished finals today which makes me a very happy camper. i wish that meant i was done being stressed out but that's pretty much never gonna happen i don't think. i leave for ocean city for the summer next wednesday which should be exciting but i'm not really. i don't know if i can share a place with 6 others girls... and share a bedroom with brittany. i would be willing to put money down that i end up coming home mid july just because i'm done with it. i have a job at jr's ribs which is cool because i'll be a server and then hopefully when i get back i can get a job in a full-service restaurant here so i don't have to ever go back to panera. i fuckin hate that place more than anything. anyway, i think i need to get away for this summer, but i don't really want to. we'll see how i works out. i'll probably end up visiting home a bunch. i'm definately coming home for 5 or 6 days in july because i have to go to florida to visit my dad's family. then i'm coming back for a couple days in august to go see DMB!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited! i'm supposed to go with ryan... but if certain things work out that may change, which would be amazing. well i don't really know what else to put in here, but i think i'll probably end up updating more, especially during the summer. so if anyone wants to check brittany's alive/murdered status you could probably find that information here because i'm sure i'll be able to rant about her plenty...

i'm baaaaack! yay! i'm so happy to be home! it was a blast, but there were a lot of unexpected twists, i'm not gonna lie. unexpected twist #1: maura irking me like crazy! what's up with that? i won't get into details but she drove me up the wall. unexpected twist #2: french people are way nicer than spanish people. again, what's up with that? unexpected twist #3: world cup soccer was this month. insanity! but enough about europe, it was fun there are pictures (check them out if you must: http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v187/ccl4488/Eurotrip/ ), basically everything else is too detailed to throw in right now. it was awesome, that's all that really needs to be said. i'm so glad i'm home though! or at least i was. i'm so happy to be able to see all my friends! but i think july is gonna be a pretty sucky month. first of all, i hate miscommunication, it's a bitch. i don't want to have to deal with this right now or ever. and what's gonna suck even more is the last week of july. i'm dreading it. i think i'm gonna be a mess, i'm gonna be so stressed out, which sucks b/c it's the week my family is going to the beach and i'm not going with them so i could really do whatever i wanted if i felt like it. too bad i won't. why does goofy shit always have to happen to me? karma's a bitch. i swear someone has it in for me. whatev, it's summer! no worries!

so tomorrow i'm leaving for europe with bo and maura!!!!!!! woo!!!!!!!!!!! i'm excited! i'll be gone for a month, well a little less than 4 weekes but whatev... it seems like a long time but if you look at it on a calendar it's really not that long, plus it'll feel like it goes by really fast because we can't really spend more than 2 or 3 days in each place. so far we know that we're flying out of bwi to chicago then chicago to LONDON BABY!!! that's what i like to call pulling a joey, b/c as we all know i'm obsessed with friends. my goal is to have to go "into the map" at some point by the end of the trip. don't understand what i'm talking about? don't worry about it, phil would know... anyway, then we fly to barcelona on the 10th and after that we kind of wing it and eurail it back up to london to fly out on july 2nd. yeahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so pumped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyone: keep july 3rd open to hang out with chelsea...

LATER KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is so weird!!!!!!!!!!! school is done! i don't have to go back for classes anymore! it's amazing! a week from right now i will have graduated and it'll be awesome. prom was last night and i had a blast! it was so fun! i got to hang out with all my friends and my date was fun and it was just a lot better than i had even expected. post prom blew b/c the entertainment was booked for the wrong day but whatev... the actual dance kicked ass! but i can't believe it's over. the night went by so fast...

also tons of fun: graduation parties! andrew's was sooo fun! with the exception of a few people who went over the top, it was great! drinking, hanging out, picture taking. it was awesome, and that was just the first one. mine is tomorrow, carrie's is friday, ena's and ellie's are saturday. it's gonna be off the chain... that's right, i went there. i'm gonna miss a bunch of them though and even though i feel bad i a little bit don't care because I'M GOING TO EUROPE!!!!!!! destination 1: LONDON BABY!!! i'm gonna have to pull a joey tribiani and act like a freak b/c i'm obsessed. it's really becoming a problem.

so speaking of the eurotrip i'm pretty much set. i have everything i'm taking as far as clothes. i think my backpack that i already have is fine. it's pretty roomy. i'm a little nervous b/c a month is a long time but everyone keeps telling me how much fun it'll be and they're right! it's kind of a once in a lifetime thing so bring it! plus i don't have to work for an entire month. i've actually been scolded about that by many a panera-worker but fuck that, i'm pumped! woo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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wow, adventures this past weekend! friday was the mall w/ ena, then friendly's w/ her and carly where i heard the funniest story i've ever heard in my life, then to laura's for a crazy that 70's show-athon. not too exciting but lots of fun. saturday was mad work, but that's ok b/c lots of snow=no customers=done very quickly even if i am working with a retarded whore. snow is only good when it means no customers or no school. it in not so good, however, when you accidentally windshield-wipe all the snow on your windshield into your car... yeah, i did that, and then proceeded to de-snowify my car w/ a tiny scraper and no gloves and then i had to drive across the parking lot that hadn't even been touched by a plow. but that's nothing. sunday morning is where the real adventure began. driving (no wait, skidding) around unplowed roads at 5:45 in the morning is quite exciting, i must admit. panera is actually nice when you get to listen to bep and sit around doing nothing w/ pretty much no one there and one of the people that you actually are with semi-burnt out and therefore very philosophical in a funny way (i'm pretty sure that sentence didn't make any sense, oh well). monday i got to watch WAITING again b/c we didn't have school. YEAH! this weekend is looking pretty good, although it's very confusing... arrrgh.

so the musical is going to suck majorly. i just thought i'd let everyone know that right now. everyone should still come though b/c our ridiculousness should be good for a laugh.

i'm tired of doind schoolwork. i don't feel like it anymore. i'm so lazy and tired at this point. give me a break, yo. plus there's so much going on this summer, all of which i need lots of money for so i need to work! besides, i think i like work more than school anyway. school is very blah at this point. blah.

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oh wow. i haven't updated since before christmas. that makes me sad, b/c christmas is now so far away. boo, no me gusta. i can't wait until it's thursday and we're getting out of school for the second third day weekend in a row and this crazy packed week is over. mid-term in econ, spanish projects due, english essays turned in... it will be a grand relief. and next weekend: melting pot, karaoke night, game night, work (... maybe skip that part) although that does leave at least 2 days in a row to sleep in, quite an excitement. tonight is wedding crashers (oh, vince and owen, how i love you so...) and 40 year old virgin. woo! i'm super tired right now though. this weekend is shaping up to be pretty good i'd have to conclude, except for a select few things i.e. work although i did get told yesterday by a man with a white walrus mustache that looked like colnel mustard that i did a "jolly damn good" job, haha, that made me laugh, as well as:
-today i waited on a man with an actual racoon hat
-laura christian laughing harder than i've ever seen in my life
-"oh, no..."
-"oh no, i'm in the middle of the ocean and my boat is on fire..."
-percolate, blustry, and pungent
-"did you just tell me what i love?"
-"hey, how's it going?!" (when no one is really there of course)
-"octopus, 75, BANANAS!"
anyway, i should go but another update coming soon to a computer screen near you...

so busy, i can't catch a break. i've found that it's much easier to do lj entries listing things so...

-went to outback for the first time over thanksgiving break. it was delish (haha) and we had a hot waiter and the bread was really good, so that's that. saw rent the same night. i love it, it's amazing, awesome soundtrack, hopefully getting it for christmas!
-thanksgiving was ok, but i just don't like thanksgiving. its my least favorite holiday. something always goes wrong on thanksgiving and if you watch friends you should know that. plus, we have the same exact food and then some at christmas so really its just a ridiculous reason for too many family members to be packed into one house. the only good thing about it is that it means christmas is soon!
-had a fun game night! we pangerated our minds out but i was sick and had to work at 5 the next day so it was kind of cut short :( que triste!
-i hate school. i'm sick of it. i quit.
-i've seen harry potter 3 times now. it's not exactly something i'm proud of, it's just surprising, although cute english guys never really get old.
-i love christmas shopping! i love christmas cd's too! and christmas lists! and christmas movies, especially love actually and elf!

i think that's all for now. i'm tired now and i really want it to snow penguins and polar bears tonight so i don't have to go to school tomorrow. plus i'm working at 4 tomorrow (curse smug managers) and i hate having to go to school and work in the same day.

i mentioned christmas 7 times in this entry including the music... now it's 8 times i guess...

so my life goes a little something like this:

-school, which sucks but i like seeing people, or at least some people. others not so much. i have mad senioritis and it's only november. ugh. plus, a 45-minute lockdown yesterday. retarded.
-college applications. they're a bitch.
-no more play, which is sad because at the end i really started to have fun because the people turned out to be not so bad and i miss my midgets, especially my husband. so excited for the musical though.
-too much crap to do on the weekends. i always tell myself that i'm going to stay in one day and just do work that i need to catch up on but that's bs. it never works and i'm an exhausted kid.
-working more, which most people say sucks but i don't mind because i need the money like crazy. plus, if i'm working with fun people, it's good, especially the loves of my life because they make it good. i do however have a brewing panera hit list... well not really but i am ready to flip on a few of the people there.
-boys are stupid... but i can't help it.
-i want to sleep... please, let me sleep just for a little bit.
-it's november, which means it's almost thanksgiving, which means it's almost CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited, SO EXCITED, you have no idea. we have most of our holiday stuff at panera, like our christmas bags. ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! woohoo, it's the most wonderful time of the year, baby!!!!!!!

in a nutshell...

school sucks... that's all i have to say about that.

people suck a lot too. they just really bother me. especially loch raven people because a lot of them are the same and it's really annoying. and there's lots of drama that i really just don't feel like dealing with and a lot of people talk shit about each other, although i know i talk sometimes too and really i'm trying to stop myself lately but it's hard because that's how boring lr life is. a huge part of me can't wait until i get out of that school and don't have to deal with those people any more but a little part of me is sad because i don't want to grow up, i want to live in neverland with a select few people. and i know this year is going to go by soooo quickly. hmmm...

school makes me actually like work. i get to make money and if i'm lucky that day i get to hang out with cool people for a few hours. it makes me sad though that i only work one day a week but there really isn't anything i can do about that. i have no choice, i can't work anymore than that right now and everyone at work picks on me for it. and also sad is how many new people we have. i don't like new people. i have to get things done and they just get in the way. wtf move and let me do it or do something useful with yourself because i don't have the patience to train you, especially when you're a dumb fuck slut. sorry but... yeah. plus, getting new people means that old people left or are leaving and i like the old people. but the people i do like are awesome and i like being around them because it's entertaining and i don't get to see them that often, obviously.

i'm so sad that this summer is over because i had so much fun in the summer and i didn't have to see some people from school and deal with their shit and i don't like the days getting shorter and i don't like having to grow up and have responsibilities beyond doing easy stuff that i know really well and in the summer you don't have to deal with finding a homecoming date...

my schedule:
1 gt physics - barker
2 ap english 12 - nellies
3 spanish 6 - chenowith
4 ap stat - parker
lunch b
5 ap econ - giordano
6 gt music theory - king
7 chorale - king

so i'll try to sum up this summer since i haven't updated in a while:

i went to the beach for a week con mi familia and maura but eskibo couldn't come which was bad but we still had fun. we played lots of poker and spades and i got to see ashley and hugo some which was also a plus. also, when we were there, my maja heard holla back girl for the first time and decided it was her new favorite song but she only knew a few words so for 2 days all i heard was bananas. i've seen lots of ena and fil and not as much ashley as i would like. we all watch the real world together, which i think i've already mentioned. we've gone to coldstone, movies, my house, watched crazy r kelly videos... it's fun. i've seen more of lily than i did last summer which is good. i've hung out with the chel crew and emily and played frisbee and poker with them. that we need to do more of. i've also been working A LOT. it's ridiculous. if i never saw another bagel again it would be too soon. but actually i haven't minded work as much as usual because most of the people working there now are cool and i like them. i still hate the customers though... they're so f-ing stupid, i think they conspire to frustrate me... i hate them. and apparently they're all illiterate too, bastards. so far the summer has been good though and i decided not to do flag squad so i could work these last 2 weeks and also because i just don't want to. a certain someone being a coach may have also had something to do with it... ttfn

OMG this summer is a lot of fun so far!!! I will recite on what I remember...

On the last day of school some people came over to swim (refer to picture in previous entry) and even though there was some drama, it was fun. I've seen these people a lot since school got out, especially Ena and Phil. It gets crazy but I like it. Yesterday the 3 of us went to the reservoir to have a "picnic" (meaning we took subway to the reservoir and ate there) and phil brought a frisbee but Ena was hating on the nature excursion so we left and saw her dogs... sort of. And it's really stupid but we've been having Real World night every week (by every I mean 2 so far) to be retarded at watch Real World together and make fun of them. Also, even more stupid (yet fun) was the "Mean Girls" sleepover, but we won't go into that.

Also good it frisbee! I started playing frisbee with Chel's friends. Actually I've only gone once and I got told I sucked and then got hit with the frisbee by the same kid that told me I sucked but that's ok. But now Chel is in Tennessee for 2 weeks and I'm malnourished in liberal insight but I'll be the first person she calls when she gets back.

I've also been working a lot more (closing 4 nights a week which is a lot compared to my usual schedule) and though I like being a hotshot money-maker ( ;p ) I really don't like people. They're vicious when they're hungry and I'm sick of stupid people and mean managers that are smug all the frikkin' time.

Oh, yeah, I've hung out with Tara and that group a few times this summer which is awesome because I miss them. I think Ena may be tired of the secret-agent Lenscrafters drive-by's every time we're at the mall. But they're so fun and it reminds me of back in the day...

BTW, I vote that LJ beats myspace any day, yes?

i'll update more later but for now i leave only this:


there's so much going on, i don't even know where to begin. it looks like a "say what?" fill-in-the-caption kind of picture...

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.

Crazy weekend. I should be doing the homework that I put off for 3 days but I'm just too ADD right now... I was with Bo and then Brian on Friday, went to graduation and hung out with Lily on Saturday which is good because we never do that anymore, worked on Sunday and then WENT ON THE MOST FUN SCAVENGER HUNT EVER!!! We should really do that again. It was fun and crazy but we lost and you wouldn't believe how hard it is to find a Roxy sticker in the Avenue parking lot. Or how hard it is to find a mullet. Or a group of 6 friends. Then today I went to see The Longest Yard with Bo and Maura. 11 days of school!!!!!

You would think that once the AP tests are done and the seniors left, school just might mellow out a bit with all the work and what not. You'd be wrong...

This week has been pretty good though. I can't remember why, but nothing sticks out as particularly bad. The weekend was fun though: hair, chinese food, bowling, safeway, more hair, Gilmore Girls, painting, more safeway, movies, Sex and the City. And to top it all off, I pimped my ride! I doesn't get much better than that.

BTW, don't fall for the trap that is a "Grapple..."

my life is complete...

Friday was wonderful. Carver coffee house with Chel where some kid read 2 pieces about hid OCD. The first was a little weird but the second was the story of my life. And the rest was pretty good. "A-MA-ZING..." Then we met up with "the gang" and stood in parking spots and had pizza and met weird drunk guys that had beer in a 7-11 cup and stood way too close when they were talking to you. I love it. Saturday, however, not so good. Rain, sleep, studying (AP's this week = :( Chelsea), Towson. I was sick and it sucked. But today is lovely and I plan on soaking up the loveliness.

I hate how people pretend that they know about something but really don't. For instance, how some adults act like they know how much work and effort goes into artwork but really don't because if they did they wouldn't have let it get taken away so some landfill somewhere because there is the slightest possibility that it could have something potentially wrong with it. That's my rant for today...

Wow, I haven't updated in a while. Yes, for me, three weeks is a while. I'm fully aware of how pitiful that it and I'm okay with it. So since I've updated...
-it was my birthday. It was pretty good, but 17 doesn't really mean anything, except maybe rated-R movies but I suppose that is a typical teenage milestone, haha
-a very fun (and sucessful) bowling outing with some people I haven't seen in a very long time. It was great even though I suck at throwing a ball in a straight line
-school, school, and, oh yeah, more school
-a rather pointless poker get-together but fun anyway

Junior prom was Saturday, and very crazy day altogether. It was fun but it wouldn't have been significant if it wasn't so stressful. Busy preparation, annoying family members, ADD-suffering friends, some awkward moments, lots of laughs. All in all, it wasn't that different than any other day, but it was fun, especially at Bateman's afterward.

So for the last 2 days we haven't had school supposedly because a water pipe broke. Apparently there's mold all up in there and... asbestos. Dun dun dun. I suppose that's what you get for going to a school that was built in the '70's and hasn't been checked up on since then. That is until a ceiling or something caves in, then we have a problem. The best part is, according to my inside sources, that they didn't even find it until this past Saturday, the day the entire junior class was in there for the prom! I feel so reassured. I know that if they found it Saturday then it was there Friday and Thursday and forever before that but still. Oh well, I wonder if we'll have school tomorrow. I think I'll go ponder that among the rest of my current confusion.